Ok - so there have been several changes recently - some larger than others so bear with me!
The first problem I had is a fairly minor one but still important to me. My piano is old and frankly has served its time. The other day I was playing it and two of the keys stuck down and refused to budge until the next day! However thi is an area of change as a good friend has suprised me by buying me my dream piano - the Yamaha U1!!! I feel a bit guilty about accepting it but he won't hear otherwise so I guess im going to have to accept it! Very nice change though!
Another change that may happen is that i'm going to drop out of university! Well - not entirely. For a while I've been unhappy with the course im on and the institution. Ive always wanted a more Christian and placement based approach to doing a degree in Youth Work and didnt think such a degree existed until now! I'm hopefully going to transfer onto the Youth Work and Youth Ministry degree at Oasis UK in London in September - providing they accept my application. Finding this degree is like an answered prayer! Just hope that I do get in and can achieve my dream of being a full time youth worker!
Another problem that hasnt been solved yet and I could really do with a big change in this area is the fact I havent been sleeping properly for the last couple of months - mainly due to things in my past and my unhappiness at university. I'm hoping that the change I mentioned in the previous paragraph will help matters and as for my past - I'm hoping to see a councellor in order to free myself of these problems! Watch this space!
Lastly, just for the sake of something to write and for updatings sake - I'm still single so no change there, but to be honest, until I find someone who I'm not only attracted to but they want to be with me for who I am and not just because they want a bit of 'fun' and someone good looking on theyre arm, my status will stay single! Looking back I can see how much Ive been used. Even people I thought were my friends seem now to ignore me now the fun is over. Oh well - guess thats good cos I now know who my real friends are. I'm determined to take control of my life and hopefully end up with someone who appreciates me as a friend and someone to love! Is that too much to ask!? Oh well - I spose this is another 'watch this space'!
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I just want to say how happy i am for you that you've found a course you want to be on.
Just make sure you pop by and say hi next year...
And don't forget, some of your friends are staying by you all the time, no matter how boring you want to be (or not, as is more usual)
you're a fun, wonderful person no matter how badly you sleep, or how much chocolate you eat.
don't forget that you're living this life for God, and yourself, no-one else.
You go girl and never ever let anyone make you feel the way you have agin over this last year you are worth so much more. Dont worry about the past work throught it and use it as a bridge to walk into your future- one that will be filled with both ups and downs but you as a stronger person will master it. I hope the Uni thing will come up trumps (i have a uni interview next week please pray too) and im sure everything else will fall into place maybe even the men teehee.
Love ya loads keep going
x x
Thank you. I will be praying for you!
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