Friday, January 05, 2007

Ive messed up!

Well I was talking in my previous post about why love is so confusing and now I think Ive just proved that point and made everything worse!

Recently Ive been really confused and really angry with myself! Unfortunatley ive fallen for someone who I cant be with for certain reasons despite knowing that!!! What makes it even worse is that the feelings that im having for this person arent like any feelings Ive had before for anybody and thats scary! Previous times I've liked someone its really just been a 'school girl crush' and I've got over it pretty quickly but with the way these feelings are different for this person I'm starting to wonder if i can get rid of them to let this person have the happiness they deserve and how long it will take to get rid of these feelings! Either way - I need to stop how Im feeling cos frankly I have no right to feel like this! This person is one of the nicest people Ive met and all I can say is I'm really thankfull for meeting them cos they've helped me out a lot. If you read this - you know who you are - thank you! You're great!

4 comments:

Phill said...

Do they know how you feel? maybe telling them might help. If there not interested or whatever then it is slightly easier to "get over them" then it is just keeping it to yourself.

Maybe the feelings for them is meant to mean something and you just need to tell them? If it's something you've never felt before you should at least tell them? They might even be more happy about it if you tell them rather then letting them be as they are!

And also you have the right to feel whatever you want, and maybe there nice to you because they like you??

Oh well, if you want to talk you knw where i am.

xxx

Phill said...

How do you know for sure you can't be with them? Unless you've told them then maybe, but if you haven't you never know!

The feelings you have for this person is different from previous so it will be very hard to "get over them"

You have the right to have the feelings you feel because the person has been so nice to you.

Just talk to them if you think that might help, but just pray bout it and it will help

Phill said...

oops :x sorry bout 2 comments the first 1 dint register lol.. so u can delete 2nd and this one :))

trunip190 said...

All i can say is that your heart may be killing you, but just imagine what it'll be like when the person you fall in love with DOES want to be with you, CAN be with you, and IS with you.
you'll feel amazing, and will be glad you didn't harden your heart to your emotions.
All i can say is - i hope you find someone who loves you back as much, soon.