Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Lazy!!!
Well I must admit - I've been lazy! In fact very lazy!!! Out of 5 projects I have to do for my degree I only completed one over easter!!! How bad is that!!!?
I suppose not being happy with the course, the lecturers or the institution itself doesnt really help matters, but hopefully I'll be out of there at the end of the academic year and doing something I've thought about, prayed about and actually want to do rather the rush job that suffolk college was!
So please pray for me if you're Christian that I will get into the course I want! If you're not a Christian and would feel uncomfortable praying - well fingers and toes crossed!!!
I'm going to the institution the course is at in London on Thursday so I'll keep ya posted as to what happens!
I suppose not being happy with the course, the lecturers or the institution itself doesnt really help matters, but hopefully I'll be out of there at the end of the academic year and doing something I've thought about, prayed about and actually want to do rather the rush job that suffolk college was!
So please pray for me if you're Christian that I will get into the course I want! If you're not a Christian and would feel uncomfortable praying - well fingers and toes crossed!!!
I'm going to the institution the course is at in London on Thursday so I'll keep ya posted as to what happens!
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Big Problems and Big Changes!
Ok - so there have been several changes recently - some larger than others so bear with me!
The first problem I had is a fairly minor one but still important to me. My piano is old and frankly has served its time. The other day I was playing it and two of the keys stuck down and refused to budge until the next day! However thi is an area of change as a good friend has suprised me by buying me my dream piano - the Yamaha U1!!! I feel a bit guilty about accepting it but he won't hear otherwise so I guess im going to have to accept it! Very nice change though!
Another change that may happen is that i'm going to drop out of university! Well - not entirely. For a while I've been unhappy with the course im on and the institution. Ive always wanted a more Christian and placement based approach to doing a degree in Youth Work and didnt think such a degree existed until now! I'm hopefully going to transfer onto the Youth Work and Youth Ministry degree at Oasis UK in London in September - providing they accept my application. Finding this degree is like an answered prayer! Just hope that I do get in and can achieve my dream of being a full time youth worker!
Another problem that hasnt been solved yet and I could really do with a big change in this area is the fact I havent been sleeping properly for the last couple of months - mainly due to things in my past and my unhappiness at university. I'm hoping that the change I mentioned in the previous paragraph will help matters and as for my past - I'm hoping to see a councellor in order to free myself of these problems! Watch this space!
Lastly, just for the sake of something to write and for updatings sake - I'm still single so no change there, but to be honest, until I find someone who I'm not only attracted to but they want to be with me for who I am and not just because they want a bit of 'fun' and someone good looking on theyre arm, my status will stay single! Looking back I can see how much Ive been used. Even people I thought were my friends seem now to ignore me now the fun is over. Oh well - guess thats good cos I now know who my real friends are. I'm determined to take control of my life and hopefully end up with someone who appreciates me as a friend and someone to love! Is that too much to ask!? Oh well - I spose this is another 'watch this space'!
The first problem I had is a fairly minor one but still important to me. My piano is old and frankly has served its time. The other day I was playing it and two of the keys stuck down and refused to budge until the next day! However thi is an area of change as a good friend has suprised me by buying me my dream piano - the Yamaha U1!!! I feel a bit guilty about accepting it but he won't hear otherwise so I guess im going to have to accept it! Very nice change though!
Another change that may happen is that i'm going to drop out of university! Well - not entirely. For a while I've been unhappy with the course im on and the institution. Ive always wanted a more Christian and placement based approach to doing a degree in Youth Work and didnt think such a degree existed until now! I'm hopefully going to transfer onto the Youth Work and Youth Ministry degree at Oasis UK in London in September - providing they accept my application. Finding this degree is like an answered prayer! Just hope that I do get in and can achieve my dream of being a full time youth worker!
Another problem that hasnt been solved yet and I could really do with a big change in this area is the fact I havent been sleeping properly for the last couple of months - mainly due to things in my past and my unhappiness at university. I'm hoping that the change I mentioned in the previous paragraph will help matters and as for my past - I'm hoping to see a councellor in order to free myself of these problems! Watch this space!
Lastly, just for the sake of something to write and for updatings sake - I'm still single so no change there, but to be honest, until I find someone who I'm not only attracted to but they want to be with me for who I am and not just because they want a bit of 'fun' and someone good looking on theyre arm, my status will stay single! Looking back I can see how much Ive been used. Even people I thought were my friends seem now to ignore me now the fun is over. Oh well - guess thats good cos I now know who my real friends are. I'm determined to take control of my life and hopefully end up with someone who appreciates me as a friend and someone to love! Is that too much to ask!? Oh well - I spose this is another 'watch this space'!
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