Life!

Im in such a weired mood! Since Sunday I've been on a high which is really weired. I also feel ready now to embrace life and the possibility of another relationship in the future although that idea kinda scares me slightly still. For some reason im still paranoid bout being in a car alone with a guy i dont know very well. Hopefully thatl change tho and hopefully soon!

However, what concerns me more at the moment is other peoples relationships. Since everything went wrong for me in my last relationship everyone i know has had a bad relationship or are currently having problems! I know its nothing to do with me but i do feel responsible sometimes for it! I really should stop interfearing and just let people get on with their relationships and wait until they feel like talking to me. Its hard tho cos I hate to see and know that good friends are hurting and i cant do anything about it!

maybe one day things for everyone will sort itself out!

Be my valentine

Happy Valentines Day.

To be honest I think this celebration is stupid but I'll say it anyway cos everybody is great and deserves to be loved. In some ways its nice to know that you're liked by someone and its fun guessing who it is but the secret admirer stuff is still annoying! But never mind - seeing as I don't have anyone particular to send a valentine to (again!) I'm gonna say I love you all lol!

Have a great day!

Its been ages!

Sorry for not blogging in a while. Since moving on the 15th on January to our lovely new house the internet has only just been reconnected!

Life has been all over the place since my last blog - some of you will know why but most of what has happened is a bit too personal to put in this blog. however - the main bit of news is that im still alive lol and the new house is absolutley great! As for the rest of my life - well we'll see how that goes. Hope those of you who read this have had a better time than me!!! I'll try and blog again soon!

Sorry for the shortness of this blog!